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Jordyn Wieber: American Former Artistic Gymnast Turned Gymnastics Coach

Two thousand eight hundred and eighty minutes. That was the amount of time between the picture you see on the left and the picture you see on the right.

Jordyn Wieber: How One Olympian Turned Devastation into Inspiration

The picture on the left was undeniably the worst moment in my life. It was the moment I realized all I had dreamed of; All I had worked for for the past 14 years was not going to happen. There were no do-overs, no second chances. Just like that, my dream was gone.

It was the moment I realized I would not qualify to the finals of the Olympic Games and not be able to vie for the all-around title. at the time I was the reigning world champion. So not only did I expect myself to reach that goal, but the world expected of me to.

That picture on the left was spread across every TV screen and social media platform in the world. 38.7 million people watched me in that robbed devastated state.

There was no hiding, no chance to process and put up a brave front. It was two tenths of a point. A slight wobble, a barely bent me or maybe an elbow bent so slightly. Only a judge would notice. That was all it took to end my dream.

Two thousand eight hundred and eighty minutes. That was the amount of time I had to pick myself back up and bounce back from one of the lowest points in my life.

That was the amount of time I had to leave the devastation behind and muster the courage to get back out on the competition floor and compete for Team USA as we vied for the team gold medal.

That picture on the right was two days later, and it was unequivocally the best moment in my life. It was the moment that Team USA had discovered we won gold in the 2012 Olympic Games.

The question I’m asked over and over again is:

How did you come back from that disappointment?

How were you so resilient?

At first, I wasn’t even sure, but when I finally decided years later to dig deep and find that answer, I realized that what I had learned was something that was worth sharing, something that might help others when life doesn’t go exactly as planned. and we all know life never goes exactly as we plan.

I first stepped into a gymnastics club at the age of four. Anyone in the audience who’s ever been on a balance beam like this one knows exactly how many times you have to fall off in order to learn how to stay on.

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Between 7 hour practice days and 35 hour weeks, I would fall off this bounce beam more times than I could count. The beauty in that was that each time I fell through the guidance of my coaches and examples of my teammates, I was taught to take a deep breath, reset and get back up.

I could get frustrated and quit. Or I could take my ponytail a little bit tighter and get back on the beam. In gymnastics, you have to fall over and over again in order to learn how to be successful.

During that 2880 minutes between the picture on the left of the picture on the right, my mind was spinning with questions of self-doubt: Why did this have to happen to me? I worked so hard.

But I had learned to give myself time to sit with my emotions and feel it all. When the tears finally started to dry, I realized I was left with the same choice I had Each time I thought this bouncing since I was four. I could get frustrated or I could once again type my ponytail a little bit tighter and take one step forward.

Two thousand eight hundred and eighty minutes later, when I walked back into that arena for the team finals, I knew I was going to be OK because I could make the choice. To continue moving forward, thinking only about what was ahead and leaving the past behind.

You see, the essence of gymnastics is rooted in predictability and perfection, every single day is spent striving to get a perfect ten-point al.

You practice your routine a thousand times, and when you finally salute your arms in front of a humungous crowd and a panel of judges, you are expected to perform exactly what you practiced perfectly.

There doesn’t always work out that way. In fact, most times it doesn’t. While gymnastics does teach an athlete to strive for perfection, to me, the most valuable lesson is the practice of resilience.

I finally realized the answer to the question I’ve been asked over and over again.

How did I come back two days later and compete to the best of my ability?

The answer was that I made the choice to be resilient. The beauty in gymnastics was that I had the benefit of learning how to do this. And I spent 14 years in a sport learning how to get back up after the smallest and biggest of mistakes.

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What is resilience?

To me, it’s the ability for us all to feel the emotions of things that happen to us and then make a choice in how we respond. It’s the ability for us all to make that choice to continue moving forward, thinking only about what’s next, despite the things that have happened.

When I experienced that major fail failure at the Olympics. I drew upon those small moments of resilience, and I knew I was prepared to handle this one.

What if we apply this idea to our lives?

How many of you have thought: Why me? Why now?; This wasn’t supposed to happen this way, or how am I supposed to get past this?

Maybe you’ve never been on a balance beam or done a flip in your life. But I can bet that at some point each of you have had an experience that made you think, why me or why now?

I can almost guarantee that most of us in this room has once set a goal that we did not reach.

Maybe you wanted to be a lawyer, but you didn’t pass the bar. Maybe there was a school you always dreamed of going to, but you didn’t get in.

Things and experiences will happen that are out of our control. What if we allowed ourselves the time to sit with those negative emotions and process them however long it may take?

It may take two thousand eight hundred and eighty minutes, maybe longer.

What if then after allowing ourselves time, we make the conscious choice to move forward?

In our daily lives, we have this incredible opportunity to continually make that choice. You get in a fender bender on the way to work, your boss reprimands you because you made a mistake. Maybe you forgot to pick up your kids from school. Maybe you fell off the balance beam.

It doesn’t matter how big or how small. We all have the ability to choose resilience.

Little did I know this practice of resilience was something that I would need later on in my life. On January 18th, 2018, I stepped foot in a courtroom in Lansing, Michigan.

Sixteen months and six days earlier, I had read an article in the Indy Star that accused my Olympic team doctor of sexual abuse.

During that 16 months and 16 days, between the time I read that article to the time I stepped foot in that courtroom, I had undergone a journey of processing and understanding that I, too, was a victim of that Doctor Sexual Abuse.

It took me a year and a half to be able to swallow the words: ‘Me too’. This doctor was someone who I trusted with my well-being and my body. He was viewed as a savior in the world of gymnastics that is often very intense and restricting.

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He gained my friendship and my trust over the nine years he treated my injuries. When I was 14 years old, I suffered a torn hamstring and he began sexually abusing me through the guise of a medical treatment that I was told was supposed to heal me.

Over the course of those 16 months and 6 days, I went all the way from denial that I was even a victim to acceptance.

This was a shock to my system because this was not something I could overcome in a matter of seconds or minutes, Like I had done so many times before in gymnastics.

What I did know was that I have learned I was in control over the amount of time I was going to live and feel like a victim. This was the moment that day in that courtroom when I read my victim impact statement.

I said the words, “I’m a victim, but I will not live as one.”

As soon as those words left my mouth, I made a choice. That was the very moment I decided to move forward with a new purpose. Sixteen months and six days later.

I could not have predicted that I’d be a victim of sexual abuse, but because of that daily practice of resilience that gymnastics gave me and the choice I made that day in that courtroom, I’ve been able to use that experience as a way to become an advocate for other sexual abuse survivors. And I now have a new role of preventing abuse in the sport of gymnastics.

In life, we’re often not in control of the things that happen to us, and we often set these expectations and goals for our lives that we don’t meet.

What we are in control over is the amount of time we give ourselves before we make a choice to move forward. Gymnastics had trained me to turn myself around after the smallest and biggest failures and disappointments.

You may need a few minutes. You may need a few days or even a few weeks. You may need 16 months and 6 days. What matters is not that amount of time, but that you decide when that time is over. The more you practice this, the more resilient you’ll become. And what happens next could be the best moment in your life.

Thank you.

– Jordyn Wieber

Jordyn Wieber’s talk: How One Olympian Turned Devastation into Inspiration at TEDxUCLA conference.